fall 2010.

starting on a new page cuz EVERYTHING IS NEW
everything is high and white and blank and open and new
and i can't pretend to be affected can't pretend to be old anymore
i am THIS, i am THIS, and then i am THIS.
now i am THIS.
i was THAT back THEN
but i'm reborn all the time
yes reborn every moment.
i am new.
soy nueva.
sono nuova.
i should be doing nothing other than what i'm doing right now.
i should be doing nothing other than what i'm doing right now.
it is perfect and it's real.
everything is right.
everything is perfect.
and that shit's changin' all the time.
everything is perfect and it's changin' all the time.
i will NOT want (this is a contradiction)
i want to not want.