are you sure it's not love

are you sure it's not love
when he's pumping inside me
when I come on his cock
are you sure it's not love?

cause my body deceives me
in the waves of my pleasure
she is screaming to me
this is love, this is love.

are you sure it's not love?
when we collapse together
our sweat intermingles
my hands in his hair

and our hearts beat together
now we need one another
forever united
are you sure it's not love?

god...

DAMN YOU mockingbird.
The fucking demon is back again
While I'm trying to sleep!

Trying to innocently
Peace here and your
nasty
stuttersong

Full to spilling over with mental disease
Teeming with schizomania and psychonarcissism

My fucking skin crawls
And I try to feel my heart

Beating hard under phantom ticks in my palm or on my chest

I hate the way you steal the night

Just out of sight
Of my uncle's shotgun.

Motherfuckingfucker.

Time to drag out the white noise.

Mockingbird How could you

Mockingbird
How could you

Sneak into my night
Under the guise of an innocent one
Just faded childhood memories

Disguised for a time as solace

Till you tire and
Cave.

Repetition falls to
Nightmare
You are mocking my black pain

Stuttersteps fall from your branch
Laced with nights next to him in this bed

The book open
His glasses on
It's his favorite story and
He is sharing it with me

My first time.

As you fucking forget common decency
Such as not ripping my heart out from your treetop stage tonight
He could be shooting anything in his veins

And how would I even know to attend his funeral?

Sing away you fuckwit
Careless
Cruel

What could it matter my heart lies pumping its last red onto the floor

You're a demon in the dark
And they call you
The innocent.

I'd kill you
Bastard
If it meant

Keeping dreams and hopes

alive.